[12:43 PM]
5 random facts.
#1 : i get rashes from eating mango (@ my left arm) and from eating mangosteen (@ my lower jaw) if i had it in huge quantities.
#2 : i used to hate being so tall cause all my friends were short.
#3 : i wanted to be an astronaut when i was younger but the dream was shot down by my tuition teacher when she laughed at it after i told her. bitch.
#4 : i like captain america more then superman.
#5 : i secretly wanna learn hip hop dancing.
#6 : i am a rebellious boy. i break every single rules in secondary, jc, and university.
Tuesday, June 02, 2009
[12:53 AM]
worst day.
worst start of the month.
and i dream of my dad dying abruptly.
i hate june.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
[1:00 PM]
hello sunny sunday.
i woke up having the feeling that i was being washed up ashore after surviving a shipwreck. tired and definitely lost. and a split headache to make thing worse.
i had this surprising long talk with J. over the phone last night, and i realized knowing J. for so long, its the first time i called him up. and of course what would we do if life's without some dramatic episodes.
fights. tears. and broken hearts.
and of cause its not me who starred in this episode. the story revolves around 2 best friends.
J couldn't help either, he said its like history repeating itself. putting 2 south pole together for long only result in greater repulsion. and we could only sit and watch, hoping one will forgive the other.
the problem here, they see other too much, they're too close, their lives are basically in unison. and rest of the story is basically one is too emotional and the other, too physical.
if one will leave, one will perish. if one will stay, one will never change.
its like going back to primary school and asking yourself if 2 of your brothers are struggling in the middle of the sea and you can only save one, who will you save?
maybe after the shipwreck i would find a new life on this island.
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
[11:18 PM]
twitter me.
tweet tweet.
Friday, May 01, 2009
[1:06 PM]
i happened to chance upon this series of humorous animated short films on "Saving the Planet". i dare say the animator is a genius!
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
[6:55 PM]
i had this "slight" over-size friend who, recently happened to catch a flu.
so there's this afternoon, while talking to me with his cigarette in between his fingers, he cursed after his sneeze "damn, might as well as give me swine flu."
and i laughed. for one i didn't know the existence of swine flu yet, and second, he's much a swine sometimes.
i bet channel 5 is going to have another series of commercial teaching ADULTS how to wash their hands, and maybe feet too.
while on it, i've been thinking about the virus epidemic, what's the reason?
you can ask some holy cow, and they'll say its punishment of god.
you can ask some Charles XII Darwin and maybe Charles XIII Darwin and they would say its the result of mutation and evolution.
or you can ask your maths lecturer and he would properly take out a piece of paper and start proving Chaos Theory right in front of your eyes.
but maybe it isn't that complicated, maybe its something darker.
how about imagining a group of greed-filled and malicious balding bonker scientists that want to be famous and want all the pennies in the whole. so what they did was to create a virus and its antiviral drugs. they released the virus into a market and it slowly spread across the region. this sudden invasion of the virus epidemic threw everyone off guard and the first scientist to come up with the solution would definitely be deem as Christ the savior.and this is how they get famous, and extremely rich over night.
oh wow.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
[2:20 PM]
hello sunny morning.
its been a hectic month and i'm glad its gone. exams were over before i started panicking, and holidays arrived before i unpacked my pencil case from my bag.there's so many things that happened from day to day, but its so hard to remember exactly where and when did it happened? and sometimes u blame yourself for repeated mistakes cause of our poor memories.
recently one of my friend in school had her test paper lost by our professor. and all our professor said was "nothing's fair in life."
i've the urged to prove otherwise. but than i realized, life hasn't been fair to me either. as much as i want to give myself some hope that life's worth living and to each the reasons might be different, but the bottom line is that everything happened for a reason, and thus we're breathing right now for a purpose.
ever love and hate someone so much at a same time? but before we start yelling at the sky that life's unfair (yet again), maybe its for a reason, or a lesson that supposed to be learn.
maybe we all need to be hurt, and tramped all over, to appreciate the love that we took for granted.
maybe we all need to be love, and pampered, to nourish our soul and to tell ourselves we too, deserve to be treated right.
and its definitely alright,definitely, not to be loved by someone, but, simply by yourself. so what, if you're in love, but you feel just indifferent from an empty shelf. an empty shelf that is slowly filled with books that's read and never re-read again. you become a display over time. there's no love. and maybe, you've lost the ability to love yourself either.
remember the first time u kissed someone special.we all do.
you saw that very first sunrise in their eyes.
some lasted as long as they loved each other.
but some dwell on memories.
they can say "i still love you, and i still hold u dearly." but is that "you" the present "you" or the "you" they met 1 year ago? and sometimes when we know the harsh truth, we try to change. but didn't you realise they always find an excuse that you're STILL not what they want?
fuck off.
start living for yourself. start loving for who you are. we're no more an empty book shelf that's only for display.
there's no 10 guidelines you can follow on how to fall in love with Mr right. but there's 1 heart you can always trust.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
[2:51 PM]
I love being around you.
You make it easy as easy as 1 2 3 4.
There's only one thing two do, three words four you.
I love you.
There's only one way two say those three words,
and that's what i'll do.
I love you.
Friday, February 06, 2009
[5:45 PM]
someone once told me,
that the creator, at the very beginning only molded one kind of human. its only because the creator needed to know what the humans were thinking, the creator brought alive this group of humans known as the "Sayer". the "Sayer" were very vocal people, they filled the once empty earth with laughter and joy. The creator savored the excitement that flooded across the land.
but a uproar followed soon after.
the "Sayer" were starting to fight for attention. nothing prepared the creator for this. the creator could only summon a heavy down pour to quiet down the humans. as days turn into months, and months turn into years, the humans were all washed away by the flood until only one human left standing.
the creator asked "what do i gotta do to make your race live in harmony?"
"i just want someone to listen to me!" the human responded.
and from this, the creator raises two groups, for every "Sayer" there's a "Hearer", that listen. people slowly began to learn to live together again. but this two classification were slowly lost in time, as people were further split due to their gender, races and religion.
so the next time when we look into the mirror, we could ask ourselves, are we the "Sayer" or the "Hearer"?
Sunday, December 28, 2008
[2:19 PM]
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
却成了 单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你
你选择了自己
撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地
你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你
只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中 属於我们的婚礼
安静了 在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是一加一
努力就有结局
撒娇的 可爱的
迷人的 爱哭的
照片里 曾经的 都是你喜欢的
脸颊的泪还温热
却没有人握我的手
你说我爱你太多 就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福 短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我
你说我给你太多 却不能给我什麽
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口 我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最後温柔 是因为我太爱你
Friday, December 05, 2008
[12:00 AM]
happy birthday to you.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
[2:11 PM]
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品
Friday, November 28, 2008
