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weEeEEEee

went clubbing last nite again. it's fun! it's my 1st time at centro and it's really a cool place to be. we got free tix cuz my friend's friend is deejaying and we no need to queue cuz they're members. cool eh? haha the place is rather small...not as big as i tot. but it's the layout is nice. know a couple of ppl there.

bernice=cutie
debra=crappy
martin=slutty *Laff*
richard=Richy~

yea left cenro at abt 12 plus and head for zouk. had a few drinks b4 entering zouk at winebar. love the drink "Sex on the beach"

wAoOo zouk is so much better den centro. but it's a mess at the dance floor, really really croweded. went into the member zone and sit there and watch the ppl dance. music's cool too bad didn't get a change to dance haa....

the trip almost me forgot i'm stilll 18 and still have a damn A'Level......arrrr....

*Frown*

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Falling in love is harder then falling out of love. yea?

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
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went clubbing last nite. yea it's good to be 18. but of cuz , i would juz wanna stay at 18 haha.

wanted to go zouk to find xiang, but brandon doesn't wanna go. he hate house music. so we went to S.O.S instead.

music there was great. ppl there are less beng. nce place.

only me and brandon dance. haha mei juz sit there and watch us dance. laff at us. idiot.

well going centro next week! haha looking forward to it.

today's my birthday!
*run jump shout cheer*

last nite qiu mei hendra and brandon came over while i was watching charmed. out of no where, they just suddenly pop out and "Happy Birthday!" haha i'm so touched. yeah really touched.

today went school, vice principal having bday too! haha wad a conincidence! today was having chem paper 3. it was a total screw up. only did 7 qns out the 10. i was having serious headache and i seriously can't tink at ALL!

but who cares. was looking forward to the later outing.
xiang bought me a cake. really really surprise, and touched. Thanks dear.

we went ard to shop. went library too haha.

thou having prelim, it was a sweet &unforgettable bday.
*smile*

today's my birthday!
*run jump shout cheer*

last nite qiu mei hendra and brandon came over while i was watching charmed. out of no where, they just suddenly pop out and "Happy Birthday!" haha i'm so touched. yeah really touched.

today went school, vice principal having bday too! haha wad a conincidence! today was having chem paper 3. it was a total screw up. only did 7 qns out the 10. i was having serious headache and i seriously can't tink at ALL!

but who cares. was looking forward to the later outing.
xiang bought me a cake. really really surprise, and touched. Thanks dear.

we went ard to shop. went library too haha.

thou having prelim, it was a sweet &unforgettable bday.
*smile*

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	High
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Moderate
Histrionic:	High
Narcissistic:	High
Avoidant:	High
Dependent:	Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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today went to watch turn left turn right. nice show. funny too haha.
the show really make u wanna notice ppl ard u. u never know when fate will come to u.

*happy* went out today of cuz happy. haha.... *grinz* seriously, i never felt so happy since long lonnnggggg time agooo

ah today's paper was a total screw up. sigh. gonna fail prelim *frown*

tml gonna study!

bday coming soon! hehe

pray will pass prelim.
pls pray.

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Stupid.....!

Oh new template suck!

nvm i'll change it after prelim.....

Yeah! today my aunts celebrated my birthday for me! haha so happy....all of my aunts uncles and cousin were there.
it was fun!!!!

i love the cake. mango from jack's place =D

Aye prelim coimg......scared.

but i do hope my wish will come true! haha (psst it's abt a level=p)

I'm In Love!

Yes...never felt better. love. i can't stop smiling. haha.

*wink* at xiang

Alot of things happen this few days. been to alot of places too.

Geylang. hmmm ya i been there haha....juz to look ard *really!*
Ger's there, mostly, are quite hot and pretty and young. while some.........oh some really gross u out!
we threaten to kick qui mei out of the car if she doesn't behave herself haha!

Red house and changi hospital
I never wanna go back again!
it's 4am when we reach red hse.
we walk along the the pathway while looking in.den we heard ppl shouting *Yummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm Senggggg* *Swear!*
*run scream jump*

changi hosiptal.we juz reach the gate and slyvia fainted.urmmm ya ....we carried her back to the car.
i really dun dare to enter the hospital.it's really really haunting, eerie, "fatal".

changi village.cross dresser roam there. some are really a turn on. really pretty! and more feminine den most of the gers!haha

went to gay pub. gay pub?! ya gay pub. we ddin't really go in juz stop rite outside and the party juz happen to end so all the gays are walking out. saw them kissing hugging doing al sorts of things haha.
but i must say they're really big hunky handsome and manly. more man den normal guys. *serious*

weird eh? gays more man den guys and cross dresser mroe feminine den gers.haha. wad a world.

tonite going bartop dancing.nah i'm not dancing haha. juz go there to see see......=D
wish me luck haha.

wednesday. my favourite day of the week.

juz finish watching charmed. it's really a nice show.(u'll never find witches that hot anywhere else). looking forward to next wednesday!

today i was late for school. and i was the 1st to be stop by mr tan. it's kind of embarrasing. argh shld have run. well suman was behind me. we didn't tok.dun care either. kian heng was late too. that basketballer was late too. urmm......god's playing on me eh? have to sing the stewpig national anthem. sang 4 times i tink. and mr zahan was like shouting " come on u can do it. be united. u'all can do better den that!". well i was laffing all the way. think that he's juz making a fool out of himself.*Laff*

ml and fri no school! but tink that fri would most likely going back for bio pract and gp tutorial. mdm ainon looks fabulous, gorgeous,(hot) today! and she's in a very good mood. she gave us advices abt the coming a's and prelim. "ur target is a's , not prelim. so if u can't finish studying for prelim. dun screw up for the a's." which i tink is quite true. becuz of wad she said i drew out a timetable to organize my studies.(she's a big influnce on me!)

tml. i'll be locking myself in my room. mugging. haha. no more life. no more frens? who cares. really scared now thou. feeling the "heat". esp when remy keep telling me " he has finished revising!" argh.

i reflect upon myself. am i looking for her? am i? am i even looking? den i realise HE is blocking my view.
Hate my life. really. i missed her. really do. so?

not her only. she's another i missed. i miss laffing with her seeing her smile.but can i really get him out of my sight? no.

gers.remy is really lost b/w yijun and hong rui. me? ya i'm lost, again.

nvm. the day i move him out of sight is the day i'll be with her, i hope.

Part of T.A.T.U - All The thing She Said.

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame
When they stop and stare - don't worry me
'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me
I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

that's me? ya i suppose.get a life man. argh.

Five For Fighting - Superman

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
I'm just out to find
The better part of me

I'm more than a bird...I'm more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It's not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I'll never see

It may sound absurd...but don't be naive
Even Heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won't you concede
Even Heroes have the right to dream
It's not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It's all right...You can all sleep sound tonight
I'm not crazy...or anything...

I can't stand to fly
I'm not that naive
Men weren't meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I'm only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

it's a song from smallville. tink it's a great song. expresses all my inner feelings. download it when u're free guys.
Cheers =)

juz woke up. so early eh? went str8 to slp once i reach home at abt 6 plus. was so damn tired. i went j8 with remy. had dinner shop ard. saw a bunch of ass(acjc ppl) they're giving me the impression that "hey there, i'm so different from u, so back off" of cuz they're different. their faces are equal to their asses. arr juz can't stand them.

had a weird dream this morning again! sigh. but this time is not that scary. i dreamt that i was an orphan and was adopted by this couple that is not really normal. erm tink that the couple is not human or something near. can't really remember the detail of the dreams but i know that it's not a pleasant one!ah i'm not alone thou, kent is in my dream, so is andrea and mdm ainon(hmmm....) weird eh?

the bus was late this morning. and it was raining damn heavily!me and hui hua alighted at joanna's hse stop to share cab to school since we're gonna be late. kenneth was there with joanna. so the 4 of us trying to hail for a cab but not a single empty cab drove past us. arr....it's 7:20am already and we're still hailing. den it start to pour. we ran to the shelter. kenneth remain standing there. waited and waited and waited. 7:30am we boarded a cab and ask the uncle to pia to school! haa.... reach school at abt 7:40am. hate the unexpected rain.

school was okay. was kind of sad thru out the day. hmm..... partly becuz i got C for stats test for maths 9233.arrr....... partly becuz of another thing. andrea cheer me thou but showing her little bambi face.ha. chem test was fine. rather easy i shld say. i expect something of higher standard. it's even more surprising when the paper was from ajc last year prelim.oh well, i'm praying hard that a level will have this kind of standard.
oh ya thurs and fri are our study break. Cheers!i realise that mrs kok is quite a nice person actually. very understanding haa.
but still going back school on fri for gp and bio pract.hope to do some last min catch up.

lexter and dawn msg me. did'nt reply. feel kind of bad.but i was half aslp when i read their msg so was too lazy to reply. i'm actually tired of replying smses. oh well thou it's irritating but it's still very handy. i guess i can't survive without smses.juz msg lexter and he didn't reply. guess he's angry. aye who cares.

*yawn* start to feel slpy again. arrr tink i'm developing some illness that's closely related to bed. oh well time for me to slp, again.
Lights Off! Nite Evil Bambi haa......

it's nite again....and a day of my life is wasted again. sigh...

jus finish watching smallville.really really really love the show.tink the clarke is really chamring.if only i have his eyes....oh well.juz a tot,is there really alien out there? i would be really keen in meeting one .if ever god would change history, i would hope that i'm one! with all the superpower, i could kick some serious butt yeah.but oh well that's only going to happen in my dream.

i'm feeling so guilty.....

I didn't study today, again. arrr.....woke up at 10 plus to watch tv.eat lunch.idle infront of the pc.play games.watch tv again.slp.i'm feeeling so guilty now..i promise to study for tml chem test but in the end didn't. aRgHx!prelim is juz ard the corner and i'm still slacking.i'm so dead.......

today's also teacher's day.and guess wad.i didn't buy any gift for them......i feel so bad. i wanted to buy powerpuff stuff for mdm ainon but i was too lazy to shop for it.arr......bad boy.
know a couple of guys today.marcus from ny and lexter from mshs.they're nice ppl.hope to know more abt them thou.

i'm kind of scare to slp again.with all the weird dreams i'm having.it's like i never had weird dreams like this b4..... except for the spider eating me up(now i'm actuallly having phobia of spiders for real!).for a couple of nite a few days ago i tot i heard ppl walking along my corridors! maybe i'm tinking too much but i always tink too much! i have a very strong imagination.that's good, rite?

someone msg me today and said"wad do wan for ur bdae?". i lost for a while cuz the number is not found in my phone. but when i look at the number again, i really had a big smile on my face.i'm really surprise that he still remember my bdae.....afterall i haven been in touch with him for a long long time.sigh ....i hope i can turn back time.

tml there'll be school again.arrr.....hate to go back there.i had a tiff with liyan and chu hui a few days ago.now i have no idea how am i going to spend the rest of my days in school.good thing kent is still by myside.sigh...it's really hard to find good fren, esp when i'm so bad tempered.arr... going to slp soon....
hope that i've a sweet dream haa...
well lights off den!*yaWnz*

Weird Dream...
recently i have been dreaming abt weird stuff, really weird stuff.juz the other nite i dream abt terrorist in my school and i was carrying a pregant woman. she's in white and her stomach was bleeding (somehow she dress like the "Tale Of The 2 Sister")it's kind of scary when i'm suppose to sent her all the way to the nearest hospital. Weird huh? i cant remeber the ending but i tink i did not send her to the hospital but instead to some basketball court. Hmmmm......oh well nvm....

This morning i had another weird dream.i tink it happened at a bar, and gurls were dancing on the bar top(it's not a wet dream haa). i was ard some corner and playing water gun? ya playing water gun with some gurls....strange eh? it's kind of freaky cuz it's like the gurls trying to eat me up so i tink i try to run away and i appear in another bar. it's rather peacful in this new bar compare to the previous one. i can't remember wad i did in the bar.all i remember is a gurl walk towards me and gave me a kiss *Blush* haa.....i can't really see her face but i can sense that she's someone i know. oh well maybe i did not get a kiss from a gurl b4 and god decide to let me have a taste in my dream *Laff*

was on phone with my frens that i haven met for a few years. she ask whether i'm attach. i say no and she start to nagged me, again. i guess not everyone is fated to be attached.she'll never understand me. i feel like i dun belong this world sometimes. i wish i can be out of this society and be in a new world. Sigh i guess only i can understand myself.