Last night was weird. Actually to think of it, the whole of yesterday was weird.

I was feeling hyper, for once. (Normally I should be feeling drain)

I was lying on my bed, with my eyes wide open and starring at the ceiling which seems rather close to me.
Beside that, I was having this sudden urge to study. YES!!! I'm having this sudden thirst for knowledge, when I'm lying on my bed!!!

Since once I lied on my bed, I would not have any more intention of getting out of the comfort zone, thus to put myself to sleep and at the same time to quench my thirst, I tried to do some recalling from my notes.

Halfway through, I heard dogs HOWLING. YES! HOWLING not barking.
And according to chinese's myth, its not a good sign when dogs howl.
*Panic*

I just have to force myself to fall asleep, which is really hard.

But it's a brand new sunny day when I woke up, none of my limbs are missing which is a good thing.
Woke up at 8 for consultation with Mdm Ainon but she last minute cancelled it due to her busy schedule.
Sigh.
Well I went back to sleep and had a weird dream. VERY weird.

I seriously think i need to go town for a break.But on the other hand, i do not have any time to spare.

Sigh.

I'm taking a break now from my studies and decide to have some drink"s".

I mixed Mac's Ice Lemon Tea With Peel Fresh's White Grape With Aloe Vera. Shake well.

Erm Nice.

I wonder if i would develop xenophobia by the end of A'Level.

Help!

Pardon me but I'M BORED!
(Its so cute, aint he she?)

You're a valiant knight. Wehey! You are unique
because you do stuff in your own specific way.
You don't take example from others.


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My headache struck me once again last night when I was trying VERY hard to study.
Beside the headache, I couldn't concentrate on my notes due the fact that I was anticipating a call from someone.
I"m literally starring at my notes with my handphone beside it, hoping that it would ring any moment.

But its with such great disappointment that it never rang when the clock strike 12.

I had to force myself - Buried my head under my notes - to concentrate and not to take notice of my phone anymore - Which is impossible.

"Sucrose is actively transported into the companion cells *Take a peep at my phone* against a concentration gradient. This is due to the fact that *Take another peep at my phone* transfer cells have accumulate sucrose concentration in itself compare to the mesophyll cells *Take a last peep*"

Sigh.

And it ALWAYS happen when u least expected.

A message follow by a call.

I was beaming from cheek to cheek. ( And surprisingly my headache is gone)

NOW I can really concentrate on my study.

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YES! i'm just so dory!! HaHa.....i'm just so blur, blur and more blur.

(i'm just taking all the quizzes cause i got absloutely nothing to do.....Sigh)

Someone mind digging a grave for me?
So I can be there mugging without much disturbance till 1oth November.

Sigh.

your asshole.


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Tiring day.......(Since when my life is not? Anyway....)
Have to wake up early just to make a trip down to school to sit for GP mock exam.
IT TOTALLY SUX!
For a start, I was late for the paper! Panting and perspiring profusely when I reached the LT.
Having mental block, AGAIN!
And in the end I wrote crap =)

"Are children consider a worthwhile investment in society today?"

yah I wrote about children. And that is.
I'm so going to fail........
TskTsk

Went gym after that. Determine to get back my 6 pack. ( Ever i stop training with my team, my abs"ES" have grew so close together that they decided to merge as one......)
Gym was fine..... Got alot of kiddo playing around. Tsk!
But i'm still so slim.....Sigh.

Went amk library after that.Planning on study but ended up chatting to kent and chu hui! Bad Boy!
Can't really study too cause there's a library tour for some lower sec students from neighbourhood school.
THEY'RE DAMN NOISY! IRRITATING! and not forgetting CHILDISH
(That's why they are not worth investing!)

I'm HOT!
(I'm perspiring even with air cold directly blowing at me.)

Once again, Life Sux! (oh maybe not that much anymore haha)

is not a pleasant day for me.
i receive calls.prank calls i suppose.
i'm so disturb i can't study for the rest of the day while i'm in library. arrrr........bad day.

u never know when to stop bitching abt other ppl, cuz they never know when to stop too.

Welcome to the real world Derrick.

Life Sux =)

I'm kinda going bonker! Crazy! Out Of My MinD!

I wasn't toking any sense to anyone, that include my mum. And she's like "huh?" (and that's her only reply so far)
gosh I can't make any sense, must be too much information loaded in my mind.
when u eat any fruit, would u consider what's going to happen to ur body?
yes I will. I will consider what would happen in the digestive track and what's going to happen to my nervous system.where's all the nutrients going and to be stored at where. Some much things are running through my head when I'm JUST eating AN APPLE!

I'm becoming a nerd!hrm......I'm becoming more nerD!

I serious need to get some sleep!

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


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You represent... anger.
Mad at the world, eh? You have a tendency to...
freak out easily. Overly emotional about
everything, you're most prone to bouts of
cruelty and moodiness. Other people may be
afraid of the fact that you explode so easily,
but at least you're honest... even if you're
honest about not liking anything.


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Relax:
To you, nothing beats just chilling. You don't
really like to stress about things, which is a
great help for your mind and body! In fact,
you're completely happy with just lounging
around! Every now and then though, its great to
get out into the excitment - you don't want to
miss out!



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lovely day. sun's damn bloody bright. heh.......nice day for suntanning!

yea love the sun!(only when i'm in water of cuz). its been so long since i been to the ppool.........rather busy with studying. yea miss swimming sooooooooooooooo much! miss national even more......miss my team mate miss coach miss everything to do with swimming. sigh. i can't wait for a's to be over den i can go back train! WeEEeEeEe. even having the thots making me excited haha.

i only intended to stay at the pool for 1 hr....but in the end i stay for 2hrs!......
i turn from fair to tann to RED! i'm so bloody red now..........my skin is totally red! and it is kinda painful haa.......
something abt amk pool i realise today: 14 males and 1 female (not including the all guys lifeguard) haa.....
does amk has a higher male ratio to female? so weird...

came home and fall alsp str8 away.
ZzZzZzzzz

at nite, joshy called. kian heng called too. chatted. so much things happened. and so much things , that i dun know whether to believe or not. i'm not sure where to place my trust once again. LOST.

sigh nvm..........i shall nto dwell on such things anymore. juz let fate decide.arrrr.....
*ouch*face very pain.......hope it does not peel.......

Lights off........Nite Char. =)

I'm feeling awafuuuulllllllllyyyyyyyyy.......
how do u know who's ur best frens and who's not?
how do u know who can u trust and who not to trust.

i guess I'm not the only one facing such problem.sometime i really feel that I'm like a ball...been push ard.....or juz a slave. ppl call me do this and i'll do.....so they treat me as their "good fren". wad the fark. i really shld learn to say no. NO to their farking faces.arrrrr.

i really do doubt whether my frens are plainly using me, or treating me as their good fren. they'll always say how much i mean to them, but their action seems otherwise. wad the hell. I'm juz so lost when it comes to trust.

when it comes to mei and brand, I'm juz a piece of wire. I'm suppose to link the mother board to the screen. why we always go out in 3? cuz the 2 of them dun wan ppl to mistaken that they r a couple. so i have to tag along? wad the.......and everytime i have to do the shitty stuff....this SUX!

on the other hand, i never really treasure the ppl that really help me, enlighten me, and be there when I'm down.
To kent arthur ann liyan chu hui hendra sylvia meisi and yizhen. luv u guys!!!!!!!!!!!
to others, go to hell~

i tink i have to look beyond their angelic faces from now on......esp ppl from my class..........EVIL.........selfish brats.
sigh.
can't wait to migrate to mars.jupiter. saturn. wadever. juz not earth.

IT SUX HERE

yea went town today~! it has been a LONG time since i'm there......had so much fun with my clique, liyan chu hui and bryant.
that stewpig kent can not come cuz he have to send his "Beloved" gf home,wad a loser.....
it is really impossible to go out with ur frens when u're attached? i tink not. juan(kent's gf) is juz been.....hrm........well u know....(damn i can't a word for her)
juan is rather weird. she is scare kent would dump her aside and yet at the same time treating kent not really good. weird eh? she's juz like a nanny to kent, watching over every single move he made. and kent, obediently, listening to her most of the time. wad the heck!

okay enuff of her.spoilts my mood. arrrrr

went town......eat marche!(i had porridge for dinner so.........its notting)LOVE MARCHE! heh

went to take neoprint! haha really fun.....i got this blue wig, and its really awful on me haha.......
guess wad i found a new hobby! taking neoprint! hahaaaa.........yea kind of childish i know.....heh

sigh i miss eldrich. wad a loser i am(look at kent). of all times, i miss him now..........bad boy!
but the fact is........i never ever stop tinking of him....why?

yea maybe he had an impact on me. i never ever had the chance of knowing him better....i wish i had.
but it juz all in the past......

my heart is picking the courage to speak up.speak out.

sigh.*sObz*

30th of march, i'm going to HELL NS
wonder if i shld be happy or sad. heh.

how much can one influence another? it really depend from one individual to another.
u never know, but someone that use to be part of ur life would make a great impact on ur future.

my heart has been re-moulded. it he wanna speak but cant.

i really miss looking at the stars again.
having fairies visiting me in my dream.
i miss my childhood.

i dun know why but i start to get paranoid. (Look at Ann....)

losing faith. losing confidence. losing oneself.

i have no idea wad will happen when i'm in ns.
alot of things would happen, i suppose?
yea kent told me to preapare for the worse.

but hopefully b4 i enter ns, i wish i could find out smth 1st
The true taste of love.
wonder if i ever really fallen in love? maybe i have, i juz not sure abt it, or maybe i didn't at all, was i fooling ard?
can true meaning of love be put in words? if yes some one pls enlighten me.

okay i'm going no where. maybe my brain is flooded again, or is chlorinated again. heh.
hate being fair~

the beginning of a week. BORING. when will my life in sr ever be interesting?

finally, our teachers have reveal our prelim result.
*0_o*

i did really bad, thou i pass all, but the grades are like shit.(Look At Bryant!)
*sad*

i tink i'm getting "dumber" as each day pass by, wonder if i can still tink during the a's.
hate the feeling of losing out. arrrrr.

oh ya prom is coming near......*excited*
heh been going to gym very often this few months and hopefully my breast chest will appear soon. haha.

well gtg to go study, catch smallville and friends and den back to study.....it's gonna be a long nite........*frown*

Watch a fim recently. Title "Camp"
The show is really really great.

i laff. cry. tink. reflect. ENJOY.

ppl pls go catch this show. it DOES worth ur money even if u're broke.

Rainbow


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