Swimming.

I've been swimming quite frequently this few days, trying hard not to lose my passion for this one thing in my life.
Alone in the pool set me thinking about my future.

"A" Level result will be out next Wednesday.
I start to feel the pressure.
I'm really afraid of my results.
I know I did study really hard for the a's, but is it enough for me to make the cut?
But whatever my result is, I can only pray for the best, for now.

This might sound weird but, I'm worried for my friends too.
I really hope that everyone of us can make it.
I really do not hope that I wouldn't have to see any of my friends tearing. Really.

Tonight.

I went to my grandma house to pay her a visit. I went with my hair ungel and with my spect.

I'm nice to my mum. I talk to my aunt about my work over dinner.

I read chinese novel, listen to maksim, New Age Music: Ancient by Kitaro, The Musical: Les Miserable.

I talked to the cats own by my aunt.

I counted the stars in the sky.

I was an angel for the night.

It's nice to be someone u're not once in a blue moon.

Partying!

Yea last night Brandon called me down to zouk at around 12 plus, good thing I'm still wide awake.
So I took cab down and reach zouk around 1. And guess what's the welcoming line for me?
Mei: "Eh, I forgot to bring my ID...."

*Blank*

So we headed down to Mhd Sultan. Wanted to go in to Cheeky Monkey but its jammed pack, so we left with no choice but to choice some not so nice club.
So we ended up in Club 3.
It was.......Alright I suppose.
The layout is rather nice, music is .....hrm.....so-so but its the crowd that I couldn't stand.
All the I-could-barely-see-ah-lians-that-are-only-till-my-waistline are shouting lotsa craps in hokkiens.
What's more, they are hideous looking creatures!
Yea so I kinda have to dance with my eyes CLOSED.
How I wish I was at zouk.
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

Reminder: I'm broke =(

I went back for training today!

WoOoHoOo! It's grrrrrrreeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaaaatttttttttt to see coach again! Not forgetting my teammates too heh.
Yea it's nice to train together with them, though its tiring but its fun!
But something really bothers me, Mr mah is gone, that's a big threat to the swimming team., as in it might close down.
*Sigh*

Went bk after training, and yes i know its sinful, but heck it, i haven't had bk for a long long time.
Got so much things to catch up with my teammates, so we chat eat drink choke chat drink chat eat choke drink choke .....
Its fun hah.

Something i'll never forget in life: Swimming

You'd turn into a War Horse. Strong, brave and
loyal like a war horse you are protective of
family and friends and generally polite and
freindly to people you dont know or just met.
However your attitude can change quickly if
your family or friends are threatened in anyway
and you quickly fight it off. However because
of your protective attitude you can oftern find
yourself getting angry and interfering if you
see anyone being threatened and cant defend
themselves.


What animal would you turn into?
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It seems to me that I'm the only person left in this world when I woke up this morning.

Nah, It's too good to be true.

Kent was sent to Hell NS yesterday,and I couldn't be there cause I was working. So there go my best friend, and I wouldn't be seeing him for a long time. Hope he'll be okay in there.

Last night I was at airport to sent Farhana off. She's going back to Australia to study. Its such a pity cause she's one the nicer colleague at work that always make me smile. Speaking of which, reen, another colleague of mine is leaving too. Sigh, most of the time its either reen or farhana that make me laugh, but I guess the days at work will not be the same when they're gone. Sigh *Depressed*
Work is so gonna be sucky when I'm back on Monday.

Oh it was also yizhen's birthday yesterday. I've not been contacting her for quite a while too. She, Meisi, Arthur and me used to hang out often, we're close friends, but since we're studying at different schools, its hard for us to keep contact frequently. That's really a pity.
But I guess we'll be meeting up this Sunday for lunch!
Ya I do miss all my friends.

My phone was flat last night. I'm out of contact.

Maybe that explain the emptiness I felt.

Reminder: I'm not alone. =\

Honor: You are an honorable person who is firm with
his/her beliefs and treats others as you are
treated. People would consider you humble at
times and very respectful, and someone to
definitely respect back.


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Look at me. Respect me.

My room is squeaky clean! wOoHoOo!
Yea, I springclean my room today!
Well its not that my room is in a mess or something, but i just wanna find something to do to keep myself occupied and refraining myself to think too much.
And now its neat and tidy, looking more spacious, brighter and more pleasant!
Well I'm definitely proud of myself hah!

Da Di Da~

I'm feeling sick.
Must be spending too much time under the sun.
*awwwwww*

Oh ya, people pls do take note that tomorrow is friday the thirteen.

dum di dum

I woke up early today, freaking early!
it's weird since normally I only wake up after noon and not 8 in the morning!
I guess there's too many things running through my mind that's why I can't sleep in peace.
Troubled. Headache.
I'm lost.
Wait, am I?

After much tossing and turning around in my bed, I decided to go for a swim.
It's been ages since I'm in pool, speaking of which, I think my coach is back from china! Ah, I really miss her, really do hope to get a chance to go back to training one of these days.

Hell its tiring to swim I.M again.
But at least I'm glad to accomplish my target and get back my tan!

I realize something when I'm alone in the pool.
I love to soak in the sun.
I love the way the clouds changes.
I love the sky, with or without clouds.
I love to see the trees dance in the wind and listen to the rustle made by the leaves.
I love shimmering surface of the pool when the sunlight get reflected.
But wait, something is missing.
Someone is missing.
I'm alone in the pool.
No one is beside me.
Sigh.

I'm getting sleepy....zZzZZz

Kelly Clarkson feat. Justin Guarini - Timeless

Baby come close let me tell you this
In a whisper my heart says you know it too
Baby we both share a secret wish
And you feel my love reaching out to you

Timeless
Don’t let it end (no)
Now that you’re right here in my arms where you should stay
Hold tight baby
Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It's just timeless love

I see it all baby in your eyes
When you look at me I know I feel it too (yes I do)
So let's sail away and be forever baby
Where the crystal ocean melts into the sky
We shouldn’t let the moment pass
Making me shiver let’s make it last
Why should we lose it don’t ever let me go

Timeless
Baby its timeless
Oh baby its timeless

Timeless
Don’t let it fade out of sight
Just let the moments sweep us both away
Lifting us to where
We both agree
It’s just timeless
It’s just timeless

Love

I agreed.

it's been long since I gazed up upon the night sky and look at the stars.
It used to make all my troubles go away.
but not tonight.

I'm talking to the wall. I'm talking to my bottle. I'm talking to my cds.
but still I can't say the things I wanna say to a real person.

I just hate myself, most of the time, to assume things.

This has been officially proven, I'm Dumb and Hopeless.
(officials include ALL of my friends)

god has definitely been playing with my life. No, not my life, but me.

*Help*


I love you.
Really.
Sigh.

I'm off! Yea......It's great to sleep to noon with no clock to wake you up while the whole world is still sleeping!

But still, I got nothing to do today. *Boring*

side-tracking

Guess what I did last night! I took my 1st puff of the cigarette! and.....and...Its actually nothing HaHa!
My friend didn't force me, I actually I asked for it myself! Just for fun, nothing more. =P

fast-forward

I heard from my friends that the result will be out during the end of feb? WoW! That's freaking early! Yea I really wonder how I perform for the a's......Its really scary. Well all the best for all my friends!

speaking of studies, I miss studying in college.

dum di dum