i still remember when i was young, not really long ago, i dreamt that the world was silver, the human race was silver too. the sky, still remain blue, was pretty much closer to us, where the moon and the sun were magnified, the clouds seem to be within our reach.
being silver wasn't a big issue in my dream, but it's that i can't tell whether the people i passed by were male or female. it seems to me the world was "sexless". everyone was cold, that was no soul, the eyes were dead. everyone was just walking aimlessly.

that was my silver fantasy dream.

It's over and done with.

candace package is finally over! *phew*
the grand finale was the painstaking CANDACE BRIDGE construction that took the entire morning and afternoon, from 8 in the morning till 4 in the evening! what's more, we only had 4 hours of sleep the previous night....tsk tsk. but i'm , no i believe ALL of us are glad that we manage pull it thru and survive this hell week! wOhOoO!
but looking at the side of the story, this 2 weeks of candace package definitely make the bonding between the whole course much much more stronger. and it definitely sieve out the "garung" and the "chao kiang" one. but whatever it is, as long as i get to book out, i don't really give a damn for the skiving kings.

next up, almond package. hopefully it's more relax, and more fun? hah

it has been raining this few days, the sky is always red in morning, with the cold morning breeze, and when dusk fall, thunder roar and flashes of lighting arcoss the purple horizon.

i'm dreaming, once again, during the rainy season, lying on my bed, reading comics, chips on my left, coke on my right, and my love just beside me. uh hum.....i'm just dreaming. i guess it'll never come true.

it have been physically and mentally exhausting this few weeks, and in the weeks to come. how i wish i'm just a driver, or combat medic. but then again, its always for the dignity and pride. hopefully i'm able to endure thru this 6 weeks and finally pass out.

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in
I don't how to get in there...to feel you
It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process
(It's been a long time coming)
It's been too long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been too long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold that
And I'm going to be there.... be there...... alright

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

i've been hearing this songs rather frequent in camp ( thanks to my buddies that have been singing non-stop this few nite haha )

sit down, best if u're with ur love one, listen carefully to the lyrics, u'll love it. trust me. =p

I'm broke!

yea there's a BIG BIG hole in wallet, and it's only 6th day after my payday (-_-"). sigh. but can't really blame myself, the temptation out there, down town is too great to resist *laff*. well i got myself a boardshort plus a normal teethat cost 100 plus over. thou i really love it, but i do feel the heartache too!


beside that i manage to grab some of my friends to watch "Sky Captain and The World Of Tomorrow" at lido. if u'r e thinking the show is full of actions, u're so so wrong! it's much more of a comedy animation show. a superhero fighting type of movie.but still, it's quite nice lah

was feeling really slpy after the show, but somehow i ended up chilling out at Alley Bar. quite a nice place, but it's just too small. but we didn't get to stay for long, everyone was just freaking tired, esp me, totally shag out from the boat training. i wonder how am i gonna survive next week of candace training =
sleepy barneeeeeey *yawn*

Dinner.

Dinner, what could be so special abt dinner? it's just that out of the blue mummy had gather all my relatives to come to my hse for steamboat dinner. reason? they're keen to know how I'm doing in the army (or just to know whether I'm still alive anot =p)

I don't have any objections against such dinner, I love it in fact, just that sometimes, someday to me is suppose to be "Me myself and I" day. So when my cousins, aunts came "yanking yanking" thru the door( actually I heard them far away while they're still climbing stairs LOL), I know for sure this coming evening would not be a peaceful one.

to start off with, while I was walking to the kitchen to get myself a drink, my mum ask me to join in for dinner. I reply POLITELY "no" and I'll have it later with my cousins. My 4th aunt add on to it and bug me to join them for dinner, I said no, again. This time my granny chip in. I walk off quickly to my room, and when I thot its the end, mummy shout from the kitchen to ask me whether I wanna eat now. My 4th aunt even walk into my room and ask me to join them, again. Till this point, if not for the fact that they're my aunt/mum/granny, I would have yell at them, screw them inside out, the way we do in camp. But still I reply in a sweet polite tone-down voice.
*frown*

next up, my 2 irritating little bewitched cousins. They came running ard my room, jumping on my bed, talk lotsa craps which I have no idea(they're below 12 =p) and they even commented on my hair, I look funny and weird -_-".

but I guess the dinner was okay, except that the soup was abit TOO salty =x

it was chaotic , worst then fishmarket thru the nite. I do wonder why all my aunties talk so LOUDLY! LOL

but so much for mess orgy, I enjoy the warmth. I do miss all my aunts =)

p.s:they're still ard and they're still babbling as loudly as a OBM LOL. =p