it's just like any other normal training days, while i was watching the pre-launch, one of the cadets from my section suddenly talk to me about friendship. he said when we slowly sieve out people and choose the reminding to be good friend/best friend, its because sub-consciously these people benefit us in some way.

"Human are actually very selfish creatures" he ended the whole conversation with this sentence.

i not sure how true that is, and i definitely do not wanna reflect upon my ownself. =p

just a few days back, when i got myself injured (i slipped and fell and knocked my right knee against a handle from 2m height =x) i was excuse from training and gotta look after the stores place at the training shed.
it was then i saw this really bright blue bird, on one of the tonner not far away.i was too lazy to walk near so i observe it from a distance. its not a everyday affair u get to see a blue bird, in singapore, in seletar camp! so being childish, i secretly make a wish haha.

i know its rather nonsensical, but always give urself some hopes yea? haha

crap off =p

Look at me up in the sky
I watch the world just pass me by
And all my feelings give me away
It's happening more everyday

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great

But how can I try to explain
Your story never seems to stay the same
You're out of touch and I'm out of time
Just talk to me a while
And joke about the things we used to see
It's so hard for me to smile
I've never felt so alone
After all of this there's so much left to lose
And I've taken pieces home
I promise you I never meant to

But how can I complain?
When everybody seems to know my name
You're out of luck and I'm out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
Self indulgent, useless, bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe

Hold me now don't wake me up
Pull me down and then back up
All again for all to see
Low down whisper and guilty stare
Your stagnant beauty makes me glare
Silly games in the sun
In the sun
In the sun
Ooh in the sun

But how can I complain?
Your story never seems to stay the same
I'm out of luck and you're out of line
It's such a selfish compromise
Self indulgent, useless, bunch of lies
I never thought you would believe
Go!

Loving you could be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Loving you would be so easy
Loving you could be so great
Maybe a change would keep me high
Stop me thinking and wondering why

a song by the BUSTED - WHY .nice song, make ur feet wanna do a little dance =p

why.

why does sky appear blue?
why does pest exist?
why do human fall sick?
why animals speak a different lingo?
why do human fall in love?
why is there wine?
why is devil red?
why it rain when it suppose to shine?
why is there war?
why do human fall out of love?
why can't human live alone?
why am i write such craps?
why?

why?

"red sky at night, sailors' delight. red sky in the morning, sailors' warning"

this few days had been pouring heavily in the noon, while it still was bright and sunny in the morning. the vast change in weather condition has resulted alot of course mate to fall sick, which including me. flu, cough, fever, sore-throat, you named it, we'll have it. basically the whole course, including the sergeants are down with illness. that's really bad....
i've develop this love-hate relationship for this "sunnymorningrainnynoon weather". yes it's nice to suntann, but the temperature can be too high to handle at time. and the arrival of the rain causes us to cut training and push it till later, and thus, LESS sleep *frown*

how i wish in camp training all is under shelter, that would practically solve every problems faced! but then again, you don't fight war under sheltered area haha.