what happen when u fall in love with the wrong person?

that very person is only standing next to u, but no words come out from either 2 of u.

2 of u bypass each other many times, but only pretend to be busy.

everything so near suddenly seem so far.

u know u wan to be with that special person, but u just don't have the courage to take the 1st move.

u're such a loser.

bleah.

granny is back home finally!

she's been sick of staying at the hospital and the beam on her face when she's leaving the hospital is now, more then anything i could ask for. it's great to see her smile again. i believe everyone feels the same way.

a silver lining behind every cloud.

i'm beaming, as well.

granny is hospitalized.

i know she's having fever, but i didn't expect her condition to worsen to such critical point. she contacted fever when i was in camp on wednesday and i didn't have time to visit her, heard from mummy that her temperature keeps on fluctuating. was worried.
never expected mummy to call me up last nite and inform me granny is in Mt Alvernia, and she was crying when telling me. that makes me really panic. i was at the range, but manage to request for early fall out so i could rush down to see granny.

When i reach the hospital she's sound aslp, she look really in poor state of health. her cheek bones were protruding, her flesh are barely there anymore, it's only bone and skin. she was breathing hard, grasping for air. i cried, watching her in such a condition.

i really hope she's recover soon. her birthday is coming soon, and i really wanna see her smile again. really.

finally, i got my ever first orange and pink shirt! i was indeed thrill over it, but was feeling guilty after paying, it doesn't really come cheap.

but wad the hack. i'm a happy man tonite haha.

what we said and what we do , most of the time , is the opposite. just like at many occasions, i told my friends we can't find a person to fill in the empty space beside us just because we feel lonely. we can't fall in love because we need to, we fall in love only because we want to.

however over and over again , i've been desperately seeking for that special someone. and i never fail to bump into the wrong person over and over again.

life's always full of such irony.

shag.

was out for run and swim today. remember the triathlon? yea, i really don't wanna come in last. bump into SRJC swim team at toa payoh, was really great to see all my juniors, thou i know nobody, but they really make me wanna go back to the past and relive those moments again.

after the heart pumping action, qijian and i manage to catch " War Of The Worlds". pls dun watch if u find alien boring.

was really tired after the movie, slept on my way home till 6th aunt msg " 9th Vol of naruto is out". well that was enough to make me awake again. so there i went str8 down to her hse finish the whole vol of naruto! well i was watching with my eyes partially closed haha.

now back home, and all i can hear is the bed calling me.........

time to knock out.

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