i hate rumors.

wrath has been my greatest sin, at least for now.

despite every shit fucking things that happened, i shall still be a nice boy.

there comes a sunday afternoon, when u are totally bored, and your mind starts to ponder about things like who's your ideal partner?

what exactly does "ideal" or "perfect" means?

perhaps people get restricted by their own desires, and strike out amazing people who don't have exactly all the qualities that one has listed. if your partner falls short of your expectations, wouldn't you feel dejected and you'll think that there's a better one out there? then comes the whole cycle of searching, loving and breaking up.

"true love is loving all the imperfections. love isn't finding a perfect person. it's seeing an imperfect person perfectly"

its easier to be said then done.

so when u finally found the one, could u list out all the reasons for your love?

wealth? looks? status?

or simply because when u look into the eyes, you're completely mesmerized?

let's be frank, and true to ourself. =)

i remember just a few day back, i had this dream about myself and my mummy involved in a war. it was full of killing and blood spilling. it was so real. and i witness my father killed by a gun shot, and i was just helpless, crying in my mummy's arms. and then i woke up in tears.

i'm so glad its just a dream.

back to the pool. the feeling's great. well almost drowned in the waves but still, i had fun.

well zihao never failed to talk lotsa crap, and the sudden appearance of someone has make my day. *grin*

hrm i do miss my friends that i haven't met up for such a long time.

but then again, i'm one happy man this few days. friends can wait hur hur. =x

i guess i don't enjoy cny as much as when i was still a kid. getting ang baos and having the goodies seems to be another rountine that i've gone thru times and times again.

but then again, i do enjoy the times spent with the relatives, its not like a everyday thing where u can sit down and talk to every single aunties of yours.

just maybe the meaning of cny is different for now to me while comparing back to the 90's.

i've just watched "I Not Stupid Too" and like the comments i've heard, its really the best Jack's production for now.

tearing and laughing.

i'm thinking of bring my granny to watch it. =)