maybe i was scared of going to the doctor in the past, but not now since I've met Dr Khoo.

she's one of the most amazing doctor that i ever met. the smile that she always carry, and the precise details that she analyse, makes you feel that she is really devoted to her job.

however seeing her often is really really a bad sign.

she told me that its common to catch the bug for cold and cough these few days, but what's surprising was that there's sign of my asthma relapsing. i was pretty shocked when i heard this as i almost forgot i used to have asthma.

she told me that asthma is something that you can never erase.and stress is a factor that would aggravate it.
however a little exercise and a healthy diet will help to put it in the "dormant" state.

she said its nothing serious for me, for now. just gotta smile more for now. =)

sometimes simple and unintentional comments can just send your dreams that you've been harboring on for such a long period out the window.

or just pound so hard on your self-esteem like a human stepping on a tiny helpless ant.

and it hurts fucking more cause the people who said it might be close to you.

when you thought that the reflection you're seeing is really at the worse that it could be, they just throw a stone and smash the mirror into pieces.

one of the worse day of my life.

after returning home last night at around 11pm, my tummy area starts to ache very badly, and shortly after i had diarrhea. i tried to ask around my friends whom i went out with earlier were they alright and everybody was fine.

this was the thing that puzzled me. i had the same food as the rest but only i suffered from food posioning.

and this is the first time in my life i had to rush to a 24 hours clinic after mid night. so it was only last night that i know that clinic has mid night charge too. a total of 100 bucks for my injection and some pills, totally madness.

now i'm kinda scared to drink oreo milkshake again. =\

food and jeans make me happy.

during my aunt bb business trip in italy, she's generous enough to remember she has a lovable nephew and decide to get him skinny jeans!

so during her shopping spree, she got me



a skinny jeans from H&M ( click )

another skinny jeans from ZARA Men.

*beams*


after receiving my jeans we went to for dinner at upper thomson road. we came across this little hut call the "Crab Shank" and decided to give it a try.
the food is pretty darn good, at least for me, and what surprise me most was that the place was run by this 2 boy that's only around my age.

they cook, they clean, they take order, and they are the boss! at only my age. i'm really impressive and really wanted to have an interview with them. haa.

shortly after we went to RITZ for the famous apple strudel.

all in all that makes me a happy boy today. =)

a new resident in my freezer!

cherry garcia.

whoopeee.

i still don't understand why some people hate cherry garcia! its just cherry, with sweet chocolate chunks that taste simply great. how can anyone hate it?

(i've been feeling fat since friday, even dragonboating doesn't help.)

i hearts ben and jerry's =)

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared

In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets

Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said

In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other
Standing on the same street corner though it rains

Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only I could stop the world
I'd make this last

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye (so say goodbye)
But don't you cry
Cos true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way I feel

Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts in your heart,
is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, so it hurts,
is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every day
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

Music Video


i chance upon this song by accident. and it brings back so much memories. i still remember clearly whenever i hear this, tears filled my eyes.

how silly of me.

it feel so wrong to go back campus during holiday!

special term, why the hell did i even register in the first place! tsk.

so i travelled one and a half hour down to campus for the 3 hours lecture which ended within half an hour due to techincal faults with the computer and projector.

tsk.

not only i didn't like the lecturer, (he got a worse sense of humor then me, and he laughs at his own jokes!) i soon discover what highly irritating coursemates i have.

these 3 guys, who talks like uncle and dress like uncle and look like uncle, talk so loudly and laugh with a snort, keep shaking their legs like no tomorrow. (this is highly irritating as the sits are jointed so a slight movement can be felt throught the entire whole)

and this girl who thinks she's oh-so-chio keep flinging her hair infront of me.oh come on, my granny looks better then her ANYTIME.

oh and the funny one, this guy who sashay down the stairs as if he was TYRA BANKS. i had a good laugh at the way he twist his hips.

hopefully the amount of irritants stop here. dreadful thots of going back to campus.

sigh.

a brand new skin =)

i'm pretty much jealous of daryl's blogskin and so i've decided to get refresh with my oh so old blogskin that has tagged with me for the past 3 years.

doing a new blogskin can be REALLY bad for the eyes. i've been staring at my lappie with less then 30cm in between for more then half a day.

but still, i love my little piece of art work =)

the only big problem is, the skin becomes vey distorted when viewed in mozilla firefox! =(

on my way back home with kent on mrt reminded me why we're still best friends after 9 years.

we start talking about everything that has happened and that had happened during the weeks. his relation was practically on the edge shouting for help, but nothing that we could do about it.

helpless boys.

exam finally ended.

hrm.

so?

i'm still living in the vicious cycle.

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maybe i'm impatient. but i could be better off with some reassurance. and when the april shower has finally stop, and as i await for the flowers to bloom.