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Sunday, June 24, 2007 @ 8:09 PM

and so finally our last training came to an end.

i know i can do better, but i just can't cross the threshold. i'm not sure what is holding me back, and i'm on the verge of throwing my paddle into the sea whenever we lose.

it sucks to know that u ain't good as the rest. well under normal circumstances, with a coach aiding the team, everyone should at least improve over the so many weeks of training.

but i don't.

i don't feel myself improving. and every week that went by, coach seems to notice more and more of my problems. i feel like a noob now.

argh.

but i know i wanna win, at least to do my best with my fellow rowers. and i'm happy i'm pacing with zhengxiang. and not someone who barely can row half as good as he like to think he could.

i know even i can't totally believe in myself,

i can totally believe in my maties.

let's just row like we never row before and prove adrian wrong.

I WANT TO WIN!

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White is a color, the perception which is evoked by light that stimulates all three types of color sensitive cone cells in the human eye in nearly equal amounts. A white visual stimulation will be void of hue and grayness

White light can be generated in many ways. The Sun is such a source. Modern light sources are fluorescent lamps and light-emitting diodes. An object that does not alter the color of light reflected from its surface will appear white, compared to the surroundings.

Since white objects such as clouds, snow and flowers appear often in nature, human culture has many references to white, often related to purity and cleanness. The high contrast between white and black is often used to represent opposites. In some cultures, like Chinese, white is considered to be a color that represents death.

and finally, White light is the effect of combining the visible colors of light in equal proportions.

i'm the white.

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