finally the week is over.

this crash course on entrepreneurship is really killing me slowly.

this whole 1 week of tutorials somehow let me have a glimpse of what my future working life would. 9 to 5. pretending to busy. rushing home. squeezing on train. networking. no life.

or i could set up my very own business. selling what i've absolutely no idea.

thou it burns a week off my holiday, but i'm glad i make a whole bunch friends during the course. important for future networking.haa.

now i gotta crack my brain up for a business plan to submit.tsk.

(despite the long hours in school. i managed to finish harry potter on the 3rd day. disappointing ending i should say. but still worth reading, more then once.)

"its on purpose for ur hectic schedule" claimed prof tang.

yes, the whole idea is to make us feel like an entrepreneur.slogging under piles and piles of project and presentation.i miss my friends suddenly.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.

i'm so busy suddenly.

so tired.

i need some private time between me and my harry.

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars

was watching news earlier on and pretty much most of it was with regards to the advancement of technology.

like the smallest robot built that can swim in our blood vessels.

or giving the handicapped a second hope by attaching the mechanical arms or legs.

but this particular news made me sat down to take a second look.

its the realization of Space Travel in the year 2012.

i know i wanted to be an astronaut since young.but it was shot down when one of my tutor laughed at me when i told her about it. but that doesn't stop me from reading up all about the enigma of the universe.

the only hurdle is that this one and half hour trip cost nearly 30,000 bucks.

even if it takes many years, i would still wanna save up and take this ride before i die.

it's a new world to be seen out there.

when the night falls on you
and you don't know what to do
nothing you confess
gonna make me love you less.

i know the world doesn't stop no matter how disillusioned we are. and i do know i wanna row. i'm not contended with packing bags on first day of race. i know we all feels the same. i wanna feel the adrenaline rush once more.

its a nostalgic feeling.

swimming nationals, i wonder when will i ever have a chance to swim competitively again.is it true, that whenever u gain something, u lose something?

i ain't greedy.

so from now on, i need to constantly remind myself to bring a box down for training, to put my emotions in, and row. maybe i'll bring my pride and passion along at times.

clearly the winter has steadily engulf us within.

we need to stand strong.

we'll hold each others hands.

spring is somewhere near.

failing to perform.

3 words to sum up everything that had happened.

people point fingers. people gossip. people spread rumors. people pretending to be nice.

june was pretty harsh on me.

bad memories ain't worth remembering.

i know we'll make it through.somehow.